Sunday, March 24, 2002

teetering over the edge of insanity

hold me and make me forget.
kiss me until
you kill me.
i will never complain
that you didn't love me.
your only sin was
loving me too much,
and that my dear,
is simply unforgiveable.

Thursday, March 21, 2002

control, part 2

i can't believe your eyes,
words bleeding out the sides,
your blood telling
the stories, seldom heard.
i would devour her knowledge,
she glances back at me
and turns.
the light tonight
has fallen, we stand
in twilight
remembering days gone by
before our bleeding
was known, before
he inspected my wrists,

Saturday, March 16, 2002

i loved you...

and all i wanted was a small piece no
a sliver of your life a small razor cut

Tuesday, March 5, 2002

scratch the surface

will you come to see me grieving,
into the grey marble exterior?
call me sick
but i've had dreams,
ingesting myself, another's blood
as if it were natural
unaware of pain and
only drowning enough to find
that i could no longer
be satisfied
with a blade.
there are sharper things
to slit oneself with.