it's just history

i'd burn the pictures that make me want to cry, but
after i was done
all i would be left with would be
a pile of ashes at my feet
scores of useless negatives in my hands.

sex and suicide

it's a sudden, rash decision
your body coming to collide against
the sharpness of a sudden
bang or burst or stop

and you know
you have to live with
the consequences.