i would have given anything,
last night
for your recognition.
i needed you to touch me roughly,
erase her presence from my skin.
a fluke, her presence in my room, and i
with no reason not to let
her in.
but i was dreaming you, eyes
closed over her gentle fingers,
waiting
until i could hold you again
and lose
myself in the frenzy of our joining
but instead, i held you
as you slept, fury barely held back
over the time we don't have,
the reasons that keep me
driving back to my shell of a house
at two in the morning,
waiting out your obligations.
stifling the urge to cry
as i wrestle with my mind.
but it is not enough, no.
i need more.
i want you to bruise my body.
let me know i'm still here.
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