your mouth is bleeding
it wasn't intentional, you just
chewed it red,
a nervous
(guilty?) habit
you’ve done it for years
like your father before you
just another thing to make your sanity
suspect
: (maybe you’re due
for an inspection.)
understand
you could do worse,
have before.
a hole-ridden mouth
is private, known only
to those who are too
close
not to taste.
but blood flows for you,
no way around it —
comes when you least want
the obligation,
trickles
down your arms and fingers, a
wristful of mental case
your bloody show
your life-like girl
blood becomes a lifestyle,
a way of crying
when the tears
won't flow, when
you fade
into numbness.
blood
constant companion, friend
you always have
within arm's reach.
spill your life onto the paper,
ink, blood, passion, fingernails,
razorblade, tears, sweat, heartbreak
throw your wordy bloody gauntlet
down (you)
stupid fucking bleeding
poet.
*B.A. senior thesis poem.
for the uninitiated, the title basically means "self-cannibalism."
i am particularly smug about this one, i like it a lot.
(thesaurus power!)
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